I want someone who will encourage me to boldly push myself; to reveal the worst parts of my mind. I want that someone to find them beautiful. I want this person to cultivate a garden there where it’s darkest.
“If you hate your parents, the man, or the establishment, don’t show them up by getting wasted and wrapping your car around a tree. If you really want to rebel against your parents: outlearn them, outlive them, and know more than they do.”—Henry Rollins (via fawun)
There is nothing that hurts more than not knowing. Not knowing if the one who once loved you has changed their mind. If suddenly you’re not the reason they woke up in the morning. And suddenly they just don’t miss you. The worst thing is not knowing where you stand.
I literally just feel sick when I think of you, like I feel like I’m gonna puke everywhere. Like I just want you to want me like I want you. I’m scared you don’t. Even though you’ve said you do and act like you do. I constantly feel like you’ve changed your mind. Ugh. I just want you. I’ve…
I love you, from the very first day I seen you. Your smile, it captured my heart. I never fell in love with yours looks. I fell in love with your soul, your personally. The way you spoke, your accent, your kindness. I know to hate me now, I know I’m the very last person you want to talk too. I’ve become what i never wanted to be, a stranger.